worship

I'm not sure why I haven't started everyday off with worship music.

I have been so tired. I know it's because I'm getting over a sinus infection and in my 8 last weeks of pregnancy (praise the Lord!).

I can't help but feel my soul is as tired and drained. I feel like the Lord is teaching me and pushing me to do so much more than I have the strength for.

Yet, I know I do have the strength. I just don't have the will. That's what I've been missing. I've had such a lazy spirit lately.

This morning, I woke up, put on some coffee, and blasted some worship music. It gave me will. Music in the house is like uninterrupted prayer. I can listen and worship without even realizing my kids are being so loud while playing with their trains and legos. I'll find myself singing as my prayer and tears running down my cheeks without even realizing it until one of my boys asks me why I have tears.
I'm not good with words, but somehow, words touch me. Deep down. I'm thankful for those who can write lyrics that align with how I feel, but can't put into words.

Today, I'm thankful for worship music. I'm thankful I can blast it over my children, and still be blessed through the noise. I don't know about anyone else, but quiet time is hard to come by with three lovely, loud beings running around. So for now, I'm so thankful for our loud worship time!